stars

So i havnt posted anything in awhile... lol iv been lazy, sorry about that.
anyways, i wrote this not to long ago.

In every star shines a light pretty enough to make the moon average, in your eyes there is a light bright enough to make the stars jealous. a smile to make every garden of the world seem bland. your beauty and radiance seems to over flow and break through into the world around you, making everything seem brighter. how perfect is that? a wonderful girl with such a magnificent gaze. a love one can never shake nor ever escape. the song in your voice silences the birds and the wolves howel at your passing, the butterflys swarm and even the trees move to shade you. everything about you seems so unreal, yet when i see you its like im looking through glass. a perfect mirror of what true beauty is ment to look like. if we are made in gods image than the angels are made in your image, the light in every creature seems to fade in the radiance of your spirit.

Tonight

So yea, i love the night sky, its really beautiful. the black sheet with thousands of sparkeling lights all over it is amazing :)

Tonight i will tell you under the stars that i love you. under the stars ill tell you ill always be here for you. tonight we will look at the stars together where we first met, where i first held you. tonight the stars are beautiful, just like your eyes, your eyes that shine with so much life what i drown in them, pulled into the abyss of your eyes. the strings of my heart are pulled by everything you say to me, i hang on every word that you say to me. i cant stop thinking of you, your always on my mind, always in my heart. im addicted to you, your like a drug to me, i cant live without you. but tonight we share our love for the stars and for eachother.

Repitition

So when someone repeats something over to you, do you take it as emphisis? or as someone just being obnoxious? lol it depends on the subjest i guess. i wonder if my songs seem repitious?

My heart goes to you my dear love, my sweet girl, my deepest desire.
Forever i want to make you happy. Forever i want to see your smile. Forever i want to hold your hand in mine.
Tonight i will ask you to dance. Tonight i will drown in your beautiful eyes. Tonight i will kiss you under the stars.
Beautiful girl we will always be together. Beautiful girl nothing could ever get between us. Beautiful girl i love you.

Roses are red

So i really like some flowers, i think lilys the most, but roses are more recognised as a symbol of beauty i believe, anyway someone i know actually took this song and made her own version of it, which i like very much :), maybe if i get her permission ill get it on here, she said she is putting it in a book she is writing lol, i dont think i have the patience for a whole book O_o would take too long lol, andways here ya go.

Your so beautiful girl, more beautiful than a rose, you dont have to try, you dont have to worry, you are so much like a rose. every other flower needs to be with something else to be pretty, but not you, no beautiful girl just like a rose you need nothing, you radiate such a natural beauty its stunning, and even alone your more beautiful than any other flower in a garden. oh girl your such a beautiful rose, you shine so bright and the moon itself is in awe of your beauty, beautiful gurl, noone is like you, noone is close, oh how i love you.

and here is the version that someone else made :)

You’re a beautiful girl
Beyond the beauty of a rose
Others need to have an accessory
You’re a natural beauty

You’re so beautiful girl
Bright, so vibrant just like a rose
So stunning that the moon is in such awe
At how you shine with no flaw

Oh you’re beautiful girl
Dangerous, like thorns on a rose
Vivid scarlet petals shows your passion,
Intensity, your devotion

You’re my beautiful rose
No one else can match to my rose
Nor beat it – it’s what only you can do
Girl, my rose how I love you

Couples

So tell me, If your with someone do you share EVERYTHING with them? i mean more than a seat or a drink, like to you want to share your all? your feelings, dreams, terrors, emotions, and maybe eventually your life?

tell me everything you are, tell me everything you want, tell me what your heart tells you. show me im not alone in this story. this story in my heart that youve started. promis you will help me finish what youve started. stay with me till the end, let me hold your hand through the end, your my guiding light, youve shown me the way i want to go. your beautiful dark eyes so clear and so bright make me want to be everything to you. so share with me everything that you are. share with me everything you will be. share yout life with mine. hold my hand till the end of time, share your life with mine.

Addictions

So i think that everyone has some sort of addication, mine seems to be writing about love.

Tonight i will tell you under the stars that i love you. under the stars ill tell you ill always be here for you. tonight we will look at the stars together where we first met, where i first held you. tonight the stars are beautiful, just like your eyes, your eyes that shine with so much life what i drown in them, pulled into the abyss of your eyes. the strings of my heart are pulled by everything you say to me, i hang on every word that you say to me. i cant stop thinking of you, your always on my mind, always in my heart. im addicted to you, your like a drug to me, i cant live without you. but tonight we share our love for the stars and for eachother.

At 6am...

In the early morning when everyone is still asleep, and i hant even closed my eyes for the night, i end up writing a song, here is what it turns out to be

if i could ask for just one thing, have just one wish it would be to hold you in my arms tonight, to stare into your eyes, eyes brighter than a thousand stars. oh girl, im so desperate to see you, to hold, so wanting to hear your voice singing and filling the air with its sweet melody. im so tired of being all alone, iv become so desperate for your embrace, to hear you say i love you. iv cried so long, and im on my knees begging for your love, all alone i dont think i could make it thru this world. i know we havnt known eachother long at all but i know i love you and i want to be with you i wouldnt care the distance or the wait, my dream is to hold you in my arms. oh beautiful qirl i swear i would wait for you to go thru every guy in the world to let you see that you belong with me, id give you everything that i am, my heart on a string, but i dont want to miss anything. every breath i take i fall even more in love with you, every conversation steals my breath away, i love you so much

Dreams

So how much do you dream? personally i dont dream much :(, but when i do i have amazing ones, and i only wish they would go on longer lol. if found that some people put alot of meaning behind their dreams, hence things like dream reading and interpertations. idk how much truth their is behind any of that, but oh well. dreams are something we should all have in my opinion.

This dream i have, this visions i see, they all show me this girl, this beautiful girl standing under the moon. her hair dark as midnight and her skin like snow, lips red as blood. standing against the moonlight its such beautiful sight, the stars cry at her beauty, and the very moon is shamed by the light in her eyes. her lithe form fills my eyes and i cant stop watching her. shes dressed in a black gown so dark the night sky seems bright. when i reached you i saw gentle tears fill your eyes and watched as they rolled down your porcelain skin. in my dream as i reached out to touch you, your hand raised and you wiped a tear away, as i touched you your figure faded away and turned to mist, and a flock of black doves flew from where you where, then dream ended and i know that i love you

It's afternoon here

ok, here is kind of a newer one, its only a month or two old, actually i wrote it at work to prove to my manager that i can write lol, anyways, here ya go.

Breaking Through the night, thru that time of silent shadows. traveling back to a place i belong, a place i know is warmer than the sun on a midsummer day. back to your arms, arms that are wide open, open and inviting. your eyes bright and beautiful, full of joy and warmth, your lips full and red, parting your beautiful face in a perfect smile, dressed in a gown as pure white as a flawless swan. the moon paled next to your beauty, and everything grows magical at your coming, your love giving the world life, your smile giving me life. this wonderful breaking of night will be our secret, our passion, the begenning of our love.

Ok, wth is wrong with people

So... how can someone be there for a sibling their whole life, even threw some pretty rough stuff, the all of a sudden turn into a total idiot and basically say "dont talk to me ever again" over a few stupid things that you have NO control of, whatsoever? i mean seriouly, isnt that a little immature? i dont know >.< but people are stupid. Anyways, i wrote this earlier to cheer a friend up, she says i write extremly well.

In every star shines a light pretty enough to make the moon average, in your eyes there is a light bright enough to make the stars jealous. a smile to make every garden of the world seem bland. your beauty and radiance seems to over flow and break through into the world around you, making everything seem brighter. how perfect is that? a wonderful girl with such a magnificent gaze. a love one can
never shake nor ever escape. the song in your voice silences the birds and the wolves howel at your passing, the butterflys swarm and even the trees move to shade you. everything about you seems so unreal, yet when i see you its like im looking through glass. a perfect mirror of what true beauty is ment to look like. if we are made in gods image than the angels are made in your image, the light in every creature seems to fade in the radiance of your spirit.

An actual song... someone asked for it

Ok, for day two im going to post another of my older songs, this one a friend asked me to write for them, lol they she said she liked it, but this is one of the few with actual verses, enjoy :D.

I sit watching the stars thinking of the night when we first met, thinking of that magical night where i held you under the stars for what seemed eternity. i remembered the moment when you whispered that you loved me i swear i would have flown away with you.
I swear iv loved you
Ill swear to always love you
No matter what the cost
Would you love me to?
Now we live so far apart, oh so far apart, and i cant stop dreaming of you every night, the thoughts of you invade my heart, mind, and soul. I lay in the bed wishing with all my heart that i was with you, with my arms around you holding you close and whispering into your ear.
I swear iv loved you
Ill swear to always love you
No matter what the cost
Would you love me to?
My heart now tells me to leave, leave everything here and to go to you, its trying to find somewhere it belongs. But for now... tonight ill look at the stars and think of the night we first met. All this pain that your not here, i hope to cast it away with that magical memory under the stars.

oh, and btw, subway is DELICIOUS!
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ok, for starters

Ok, so this is my first blog, and honestly im not expecting a high turn out lol, but thats cool. I made this because someone suggested i do is and so i was like, sure, whatever, ill make one.. but OMG it took forever to land on a decent name that i liked lol. Anyway this is prolly gonna be mainly for songs, so since this is the FIRST post, imma put up the first song i ever wrote.

As i stare into your eyes i drown in their endless depths, i can feel my heart being pulled into those wonderful eyes. If i told you that you were beautiful, would you smile at me? with your perfect smile that makes my day brighter. would you sneak out in the middle of the night to be with me, to sit with me, to let me hold you... under the stars with you in my arms, could this night be any more perfect? If i told you that my heart skiped when i heard your name, would you believe me? If i told you that my heart was in your hands tonight, would you cherish it, hold it, and protect it? if i told you that you complete me, that you make me see clearly, would you trust me? i love everything i know about you, and i yearn to know more, and i want to show you what all i see in you. This feeling, i cant shake it, make it go away, this vampyric addiction, leaving me alone in full submission when im with out you. Every moment when im with out you, every breath i take when your not with me leaves me weak and lost. If i were to tell you that i loved you, would you, could you... i know we arent the same, and i know we're unprepared, and i know it will be hard, the road rough and angry, but even with all this staring us in the face, if i told you that i loved you, would you love me?
hope you enjoyed it:)